How I spent my day without Astro and Espeed years ago...?
I realised, everyday when I got back home from work, the first thing I search for is either my Astro remote controller, or push the "On" button of my PC.
I spend hours and hours infront of either the tv set or the monitor...
I feel vulnerable without them ..which makes me feel so uncomfortable and unhealthy.
I didn't have these things years ago.. How did I kill my time?
When I was a kid, I climb the trees, catch tadpoles from the longkang, played Police & Theif, cycled around the neighbourhood like some kurang-ajar kids.. What to do, my childhood playmates are boys and they refused to play Barbie Dolls with me bah.
When I was a teenager... (Bloody sad.. No More "Teens" for me liao.. Gah!), my days are filled with extra classes and tuition classes. Most of my precious time in the afternoon are
And now I'm an adult. I like to read. Sampai my mum tells me that when I get married, my books will be part of my "jia-zuan" (items that company kahwin to groom's house). I bring a book with me wherever I go. I remember there's once that I was reading in my class and kana caught by my lecturer. He was so bloody angry, scolded me till "Dog blood spill head" (Chinese Idioms) and embarassed me in front of the whole class. Till today, some of my lousy friend still will mention it out loud and take it as some kinda jokes. Not funny kay...Kanasai.. I also have an art block and keep it as my scrapbook.I write my thoughts in it, I draw in it, sometimes I read some really nice articles from the newspaper, I'll cut it down and paste it it.
(I'm such a good girl isn't it. I don't drink, smoke, and even go clubbing.. Sometimes I wonder how come I never did something really really crazy in my life? Nevermind, I don't have to go look for them, crazy things happen on me automatically..)
But I realised.. I haven't been doing all this for quite some time.
One of these days, I'm gonna do myself an experiment.
No TV and PC
for one whole day...
for one whole day...
and see how I cope with it when the boring-worms in my body squirm out and strikes.
Can I really tahan 24hours without TV and PC? Oh well.. I'm gonna check up with the calendar and fix a day now.